hmmm

I might start blogging again, for some wrong(right term ba to?) reason. Recently I've been liking on someone at ngayon hindi ko makatulog kakaisip (4am na)! Ugh I really hate this feeling, ayoko ng may crush! bihira ako magkacrush and when I do, the feeling is terrible!??! Is this how it suppose to feel? Huhu I feel like crying, gusto ko ng inuman session, hehe. E what's there to think ba? Paulit ulit paikot ikot ang pagiisip, pagananalayze, e wala naman nararating na conclusion. Damn! haha

And the weirdest part is (parang and the worst part is lang ni Denise) I don't think He likes (or has interest in) me and/or I don't think that he thinks I'm into him. We're so in seperate worlds for me to get this too paranoid haha... kakausapin ko ba YM? Aadd ko ba sa facebook? haha para lang akong tanga kakaisip e sobrang simpleng bagay lang ng mga yan para bigyan ng kulay. We're on speaking terms pero hindi kami close, nagbibiruan pero one liner lang.

I used to laugh at my friends/cousins having love issues. Theoretical lahat ng advice ko, hehe minsan di ko pa magets why worry much over something too trivial. Ngayon ata bumabalik ang lahat sa akin haha... Ganun yata e mas masamang tamaan ang apathetic nung banda una, kung alam ko lang na totoo yun I should have been sucker for love na lang hehe. Hope this end soon :(