Hahahaha crush talk

Benta I've talked recently to Denise and she told me that she heard that I was moving on. My initial reaction was from whom?!? I really can't remember who natatawa ako. I think there's some truth to what she's saying but I honestly can't remember who was my most recent serious crush that I needed to move on.

Now i don't know if it's good or bad to keep my crushes' name secrets hehe

Resign Resign Resign!

Waah gusto ko umiyak!

Decisions

"Hindi ako marunong umiyak" - me to my officemate

Bakit nga ba hindi ako iyakin?!? Nakakainis kasi nasa loob lahat di ko mailabas gusto ko tuloy ng maboteng usapan haha.

So ano na naman nga ba ang dilemma ko ngayon? Ayun kinausap ako ng manager ko tinatanong kung ano nga ang gusto ko, kung final na daw ba na gusto kong magdev at di na mag SM. I answered yes. Well I'm pretty sure that I wanted another path. I just don't know if I wanted to continue working here. Parang hindi, pero di ko alam anong sasabihin ko sa manager ko. She's really making her efferts na maachieve yung gusto ko at I don't have the heart to break it to her. Bukod dun wala pa kasi akong malinaw na future, wala pa akong plans. Hindi ko na talaga alam at wala akong masabihan.

Sa bahay din ineexpect nila talaga magreresign na ako so I dont know

hmm

Gusto ko na talaga magresign! Benta, ilang beses ko na tong sinasabi pero wala pa din. Naiinis lang ako na sa araw araw di pwedeng hindi ko maisip ang pagreresign. Nakakalungkot talaga ewan basta potek. Ayaw ko na magresolve ng ticket. Ayoko na din mag PR. Araw araw iniisip ko kung kelan ko iuupdate yung CV ko, kung kelangan ko gagawin yung resignation letter ko. Alam ko binigyan na ako ng other option ng manager ko pero mukhang sa nararamdaman ko ngayon ayoko na siyang iconsider yun as an option.

Feeling ko hindi na healthy yung nararamdaman ko ngayon. I don't know if I can wait 2 more months before I start looking for my options. Bakit kasi hindi ako nagiipon?!?! Waah

hmm

Gusto ko na talaga magresign! Benta, ilang beses ko na tong sinasabi pero wala pa din. Naiinis lang ako na sa araw araw di pwedeng hindi ko maisip ang pagreresign. Nakakalungkot talaga ewan basta potek. Ayaw ko na magresolve ng ticket. Ayoko na din mag PR. Araw araw iniisip ko kung kelan ko iuupdate yung CV ko, kung kelangan ko gagawin yung resignation letter ko. Alam ko binigyan na ako ng other option ng manager ko pero mukhang sa nararamdaman ko ngayon ayoko na siyang iconsider yun as an option.

Feeling ko hindi na healthy yung nararamdaman ko ngayon. I don't know if I can wait 2 more months before I start looking for my options. Bakit kasi hindi ako nagiipon?!?! Waah

Happy Birthday to me

Dahil Birthday ko, here are my random thoughts. Haha walang pakiilamanan magulo talaga akong magisip as everyone knows so anything goes (rhyme?!?!)

- CDO-Bukidnon-Camiguin trip
This was really a blast. I couldn't be happier with this trip. A basta di ko maexplain basta this trip was really nice to cap off my birth year hehe. Everyone is so nice and friendly.Iteneraries are very exciting and adrenaline rushing. White/Brown water rafting was soo fun! Ang favorite kong buwis buhay ATV experience e hindi ko malilimutan haha. First zipline experience and I had it on the longest in Asia, yay! This trip made me realize that I'm so blessed with my family and financially din :) (nakakalungkot na kapag nakikipagkwentuhan kami sa locals marami sinsasabi na di pa sila nakapunta sa Camiguin, Bukidnon etc dahil mahal nga daw siya. Sa amin sobrang mura na nun compared sa mga activities na inoffer sa HK at SG).

sidenote: Camiguin was a dream, haha seriously! It sounds so cliche but it was. Never thought na makakapunta ako haha. Thank you Lord :)

- HK-Macau adventure

Ang ubusang pera trip. Sobrang namulubi ako afterwards neto. I never thought I could spend that much for myself deymn! It was fun though haha. I love my ates. Babalik ako dito promise :D

- Caramoan with G10 and Friends, Astoria nights, etc
Fun fun fun. I miss everyone especially Helen. Before this trip sobrang bihira kami magkita, parang nawalan kasi ng reason nung nawala si Helen. (Yuck drama). Tawanan forever, inuman gabi gabi, ubusan ng pera at times basta sobrang saya bow. After this trip mas madalas na din pala kaming magkita hehe


Other highlight adventures:

Binondo-Intramuros with Nihongo/Mandarin Friends and Classmates
Seven Corners with HP-Canon
Tagaytay overnight

On G10 and Friends

I so love them okay! haha kahit na lagi akong pinagtritripan, kahit na I tend to spend more when I'm with them. Kahit laging ang usapan e lovelife (which I enjoy most of the sometimes, haha), kahit na wala akong tulog at pinipilit nila akong mag side trips haha. I love them period!

On HS friends

This year medyo bihira kami magkita for some reason mas naging mahirap sa akin na imeet sila kesa college friends ko. But they will always be my friends no matter what. Hopefully on this birth year I will spend more time with them

On Family

Haay Do I need to say more?!? I'm so blessed to have them. I love my family! Big, happy, loud, matakaw, adventurous at magastos haha. Mas madali akong magsnap with them and for me gauge yun kung gaano ako kakomportable with them hehe. Good health and Happiness with Everyone!!! much love!

On God

Sorry Lord :( I lost touch again. This year I'll try to spend more time with you

On my Tindahan and Friends

E yung ang gulo gulo namin haha isa to sa nagpapatagal sa stay ko dito sa work ko. May nagsabi sa akin na mukhang boring ang team namin pero I couldn't care less. I know were fun and cool people. I hope na kahit mag move out ako sana it will stay the same

On my Career

Haha. I'm happy with what I've achieve pero ngayon my achievements do not compensate for my want to pursue my another career (well di naman another career more of another type of work). I've made up my mind to move out this year hehe kelangan ko na lang siyang gawin/iexecute. Sana lang sa lilipatan ko same working environment haha

On my Kagastusan

Pinakamagastos year ever haha promise I will save na para magawa ko na plano ko

Goal for next birth year!
- di mamulubi sa dami ng planned trips (Bora, Korea, Cebu)
- pigilan ang sarili na dagdagan ang planned trips (okay except kapag CDO or Pinatubo inaya sa akin)
- magsave save save
- magdiet
- maghanap ng kakilig kilig na person
- get in touch with HS friends
- Career change
- Diet
- Know the meaning of Work Life Balance

Kamown Motivate me

Haay I need a new twitter account